"am not quite satisfied"

The adrenalin flow has geared up. Its all hot and tense inside yet the ac is trying hard to chill the atmosphere. My fingers getting cold .... though the sense of shivering is still far away ;)

"Hello this is Mr Biswajit your trainer. I hand over the control to him. Have a nice day..." was so nice to hear. Gearing up .. hands started moving right in front of my chest. Head jiggled with the so called application frameworks. The patterns, architecture and the web framework has been very close to me personally ;) i have felt them. Now these 5 people right in front of me in coozy movable seats all relaxed .. stressing their ears to grab what i say ... hee hee no jokes permitted man.

"We are here to secure applications. That follows from the identification of potential vulnerabilites and an indepth understanding of the underlying principles of the application but at the same time we need to rethink our boundaries. Be a hacker now and tell me what do you have at your disposal which would allow you to get in ?????? Remember attacks aren't based on assumptions but so called facts." ...
is what goes out of the expandable appreture below my nose ... hee hee my mouth ;)

I am a pendulum swaying between the REAL and UNREAL things, which often is the cause of my dissatisfaction towards certain aspects. Probably that is my confusion FACTOR.

It all goes nice. Then comes in a man so cool .. so nice ... with luks of the achilies in Troy .. not a body builder :) but an expert who has been handling the so called REAL networks for a long time. A man who works out with raw packets!! with a problem solving approach i can just dream of possessing may be someday. Not satisfied with unreal aspects.

"am not quite satisfied with your reason. it may be, am not a coding guy but ..."
Cant say much ... truly confidential ;)

Khizer, man i respect you from my heart. Thanks for everything.
22 Dec 2006, Vasi, Mumbai