Its late morning as usual, but its definitely too early for others, 5:45 AM. Its been a tough night ... trying to fullfill a prospective clients requirements to be presented by 7:45 AM. Eyelashes fall in love with each other to such an extent, they dont want to be apart. Fingers are tired, the poor mouse has given up. The network icon is still active and at complete pace leeching data from across the globe. Damn it doesnt get tired ever. Wht if we had energy pills which could jst recharge, getting you back to work. Its a machine though :) unlike humans has no emotions ... free from the maya. Time for newspaper hawkers, tea sellers right on the mumbai platform all set for the day. Its all so fresh, with the dawn breeze touching the unprotected face. Yet you are not in a state to rejoice the freshness.. the eyelashes collide .. attract and close. All alone in the lonely compartment with a bag beside you sit right in the middle of the huge bench. Its not been so long before i spoke to her .. but shes right in front of me with that energitic smile. Yet with no sign of comming closer. She smiles waves and swiftly runs away turning back very frequently. Peaks on beside me very frequently not leaning but at a distance yet so close. I close my eyes and shes there.
You work all day ... for some peace. You sit right in front of your machine, you palm subconsciously reaches your chin. There's no work. Its her who has occoupied you ... You get stuck .. are broken .. search someone to console .. and there your subconscious mind takes you to her. I understand she aint mine .. i cant own it as nothing can be owned ever .. for its nothing .. Even then why are her thoughts tormenting me since. I am getting closer .. will it stay for long or like a pendulum flush back to its original state, with those sweet memories of her smile and the pains of departure.
i dont know.
In those green fields and amongst the soft rain droplets, and those wild mushrooms ... i am present yet absent .. lost somewhere with her memerising memories i dont want to walk back from. They say have you turned mad/insane .. why are you so silent .. wht is it that you are thinking of .. i dont know .. i cant say .. for its not for them. This ain't insane for sure but you got to see it my way.
Nothing for ever is constant or shall ever remain so but dear this span of time i am in .. is one of those beautiful instances my be of my life i can never come back to again .. for its not mine. I dont know about tomorrow or the next second; you will be there somewhere far away or even so close beside me ... all i can say is you tend to lie down within the fabric of my thoughts pulling me deep into your sweet conversations and those innocent actions. Its hard to part from and will get harder in time, i know, yet that separation would sow the seeds of a greater unity. Separation brings things closer .. they say, i wont ever regret that but for sure wait for each moment for my eyelids to close, to go back into those dreams of yours where i can feel the warmth of your palm and the fresheness of your smile.
you lie there on the green lawns,
with the breeze kissing your chin,
yet i see you here lying beside me,
with the gentle smile on thy lips...
You work all day ... for some peace. You sit right in front of your machine, you palm subconsciously reaches your chin. There's no work. Its her who has occoupied you ... You get stuck .. are broken .. search someone to console .. and there your subconscious mind takes you to her. I understand she aint mine .. i cant own it as nothing can be owned ever .. for its nothing .. Even then why are her thoughts tormenting me since. I am getting closer .. will it stay for long or like a pendulum flush back to its original state, with those sweet memories of her smile and the pains of departure.
i dont know.
In those green fields and amongst the soft rain droplets, and those wild mushrooms ... i am present yet absent .. lost somewhere with her memerising memories i dont want to walk back from. They say have you turned mad/insane .. why are you so silent .. wht is it that you are thinking of .. i dont know .. i cant say .. for its not for them. This ain't insane for sure but you got to see it my way.
Nothing for ever is constant or shall ever remain so but dear this span of time i am in .. is one of those beautiful instances my be of my life i can never come back to again .. for its not mine. I dont know about tomorrow or the next second; you will be there somewhere far away or even so close beside me ... all i can say is you tend to lie down within the fabric of my thoughts pulling me deep into your sweet conversations and those innocent actions. Its hard to part from and will get harder in time, i know, yet that separation would sow the seeds of a greater unity. Separation brings things closer .. they say, i wont ever regret that but for sure wait for each moment for my eyelids to close, to go back into those dreams of yours where i can feel the warmth of your palm and the fresheness of your smile.
you lie there on the green lawns,
with the breeze kissing your chin,
yet i see you here lying beside me,
with the gentle smile on thy lips...
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