falling apart

On the green fields theres this tree, with fresh green leaves and a couple of flowers trying to bloom... Theres this long grass all around .. Gentle sun rays trying to escape through the minute slits made by the combination of the gentle breeze and the leaves; hit the earth. In sync ... how good would it be if this stays so still for all times. It might just not! The tree knows it all .. it feels .. breathes .. likes .. rejoices the twittering birds as they build nests on its branches ... It hopes for all things to settle.. hopes to find travelers each day .. hopes to find those birds on its branches every day. It loves them.

Days pass on .. till one morning .. when the leaves are no longer there .. they are scattered .. flowers have gone .. nothing stands but the tree alone. All done by the same breeze which only became a bit more violent. The tornado. It did make the tree realise that nothins permanent ..

The tree still stands .. but with the naked branches .. it still loves .. hopes for the birds to come over .. it knows that change is inevitable ... The silent storm changed everything. All stands still. Dear it only makes more sense and the sense a bit more for i dont reallie know if theres a greater reason .... I only realise how lucky i am to have you even if at the farthest point, still understanding .. still listening .. still wondering.

Yet how unlucky.

May be just falling apart. Lost in the crowd of billions with the eye pointing to the ground .. not questioning for a reason anymore. May be going back to where i was ... the same small mind scared .. falling apart .. afraid of making confessions .. or may be a bit bolder .. waiting for time.

May be i have just lost the urge to find reasons ..... not anymore. For a new beginning! Stay tuned .. this is not all! may be next time you will just find some wonderful instances .. :)

2 comments:

My Enigma said...

Hi Biswajit,

Amazing blend of words and emotions... I sense your heart is filled with too many emotions.. U r greatly inspired with your own thoughts... I genuinely admire your writing.

Take Care.

James said...

hey biswajit
your writting style is somethig i never knew of have been close to you since 5+ years now but till feel will take years more to get to know you may be never got to know your heart
cheers keep writing