what can i get for you?

"What can i get for you?" - A quite obvious question, to all those close to you whenever you go out. I will be on a trip to a different place and am no different. I tend to work on similar patterns as anyone would for i am also one among you hehehhe. Now that’s quite logical .. but what is not?? Some things have a greater meaning and rest so simple. My colleagues, ask .. well get me some sweets .. get this get that. Answers you would always expect. Simple. You can get those things. She stays far away, she is close .. but has no answer to what i should get for her.

We were strangers at one point .. till she broke that out the silence one evening .. i guess i was fortunate .. its still fresh in my mind .. how it all went. She was in green with a close friend .. i was sitting inside the bus number 11 .. on the window seat just above the tyre. Well i guess she thought; did i ever speak to anyone! .. i am sure her opinion would have changed .. we have been talking since .. i trying to be a parrot at times jst to keep the conversations going .. creating reasons to talk .. hehehe .. and she listening to all my crap with her greatest attention. we haven’t remained strangers anymore ...

Its nothing that she wants, and that’s the simplicity am moved at. The answers not that simple. But how do i explain. Its a small and jst one life .. moving further at each moment routed by the choices we make. You got to be me to feel it my way :( I cant give anything for i myself am nothing ... but the fact is am trying to be of those selfish who wants to capture that moment .. the small instance of innate experience i cant express .. a memory i can live on. Now that’s crazy though and thoughts are something intangible! .. i have been with people who differ in opinions on thoughts than mine. I cant realie say anything more .. i have limitations .. boundaries i cant cross ..

I reallie dont know how things would go on .. but am sure would miss all those swt conversations once she’s away... i cant say anything more for i operate in boundaries i don’t define .. its defined.

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