Bonding ...

Millions of birds fly of thousands of mile to assemble, breed spend time and get back ... that’s chilka; on the eastern Indian belt closely knit to the kalinga coastline.

There’s something that binds these all .. an invisible force may be which understands and governs their actions for it knows these creatures need each other... Everyone’s just bound to something .. we are never free and got to co-exist in the environment increasing the degree of co-relation coming close to normal, based on situation. That’s what a mathematician would say when describing regression. We are typically subject to situations, invisibly bound, and most often we become the dependent variable. For our situations which cant be controlled is just an independent variable. And our sole objective would probably be to increase the degree of correlation between us and the situation (dependent) variable, resulting harmony, goodness of fit!!! may be if i aint wrong in the truest mathematical sense.

You are like that independent variable free to take your decisions but over a period of time I have realized how dependent i am ... heheheheheheh. Hey I think i should have tried this analogy in the math’s lecture may be scoring a bit more than i have!

I never know but these days a belief has taken over me .. may be there’s an invisible line that is persistent between her and me and probably that keeps me moving .. i cant say that for sure though .. yet this belief constantly tells me even if that is quite far the nature will get me to her one day .. for i will wait in time to see her beside me in that conversation and that will last for that span .. may be that will be after my own span I don’t know .. and of course its not about owning you or loosing you .. am sure of a conversation ... its true that i have seen relationships build and crush in time but may be not this one .. might not be mine even if i am faintly or not related to you ....

Like the old couple i meet quite often on the dimly lit pavement trying to earn bread each day selling small edibles.. trying to put up smile on faces .. pushing harder to cover up their unfair situations .. enjoying each others company! A liking beyond description. For again what is lost is nothing except for the frame of mind and a couple of random thoughts which often trigger actions .. Hardly do we realise that there cant be absolute winning or absolute loosing for again there’s just one Absolute as Swami Sivananda says.... I aint like Descartes to question my own thoughts for it might be an outcome of complex biological reactions and interactions am subject to .. and i believe it will yet. May not be the way i see it now .. it could be just relative. There’s something I cant quantify or specify, which just drives my thoughts to you. Is it bonding?