Thought! Possibly could only cease with your last breath, germinating in random variations may be a trillion times a second! Some so insane, yet quite a few so beautiful and sane not worth letting them go. Wished exploring the nature of mind was that simple... It’s not a Page3 party yet something similar! Amidst the XO's over the swinging deck on the relatively silent sea waves, under the gentle moon light. Between the moon and the waters! Amongst the elite community whereby some of your assumptions, presumptions, rules brutally challenged and some going untrue. Ideas ripped apart. Simplicity and truth stands no close. Scary!!! .. Sssshhhhhh welcome to the world we live in.
The smile you see is cunning so is the look. Your silence might be your trap. Eyes prying for vulnerabilities, mind working hard to deceive, ears in search of opportunities.. you got to make the dollars dude. That’s where perhaps the buck stops! Some working harder than you might ever think .. some so alone with none beside except for the material attainment and some the gentle glass of wine gently dulling your mind! It wont be long before the wine takes over creating a halo effect of you being happy and content .. For what? For Whom?
Talks not conversations have to hold a reason, for without a real business value there can be no words. As i stand towards the border of the deck staring at the deep black waters sparkling .. there’s this gentleman, drawing my attention. He’s into some business of bits and bytes where in my own firms strengths could be a supplement. In other sense no conflicting areas of business rather supporting. A tall not so young guy! Words .. plans .. talks! "You see the deep sea in front of you as far as your eyes can reach subject to the illumination of course .. Its nothing but a huge playground open to all. You got a choice, to go there and play the game or stand and be a spectator. The bucks all yours"... bet you guess the intentions!
You talk of business in the closed AC rooms with huge books.. come over see for yourself if the rules stay true! "... are too young.. go back.. you might just perish with least realization like the fumes.. their exists no system without a revenue model and their can exist no revenue model without being a crook. My hours are worth 2..k each ... cant value yours... i am here to burn out wht i have made and have no fantasies in increasing my share .. seeking for some peace may be... bless u..." is wht this guy far older than my dad tells me as he kisses on the cheeks and walks of with the young glass of fresh.....
What could you possibly do when your thoughts, visions, dreams are challenged and of course brutally negated by what they see is real? What if your assumption of the rules behind the equation just go wrong? .. You have been believing it ever since .. and realization of the internals of how the system works just keeps you speechless. Frozen thoughts .. deep contemplation .. going insane .. expressing with a deep scary smile .. with hands spread over the deck .. legs wide open .. and eyes pointing to the dark sky .. wondering why ...... the boat doesn’t stop, nor does the party nor does time ... the dance floor rocks .. the boat speeds up .. the time surpasses midnight .. wht stays calm is the expression amidst the moon and the waters.
The smile you see is cunning so is the look. Your silence might be your trap. Eyes prying for vulnerabilities, mind working hard to deceive, ears in search of opportunities.. you got to make the dollars dude. That’s where perhaps the buck stops! Some working harder than you might ever think .. some so alone with none beside except for the material attainment and some the gentle glass of wine gently dulling your mind! It wont be long before the wine takes over creating a halo effect of you being happy and content .. For what? For Whom?
Talks not conversations have to hold a reason, for without a real business value there can be no words. As i stand towards the border of the deck staring at the deep black waters sparkling .. there’s this gentleman, drawing my attention. He’s into some business of bits and bytes where in my own firms strengths could be a supplement. In other sense no conflicting areas of business rather supporting. A tall not so young guy! Words .. plans .. talks! "You see the deep sea in front of you as far as your eyes can reach subject to the illumination of course .. Its nothing but a huge playground open to all. You got a choice, to go there and play the game or stand and be a spectator. The bucks all yours"... bet you guess the intentions!
You talk of business in the closed AC rooms with huge books.. come over see for yourself if the rules stay true! "... are too young.. go back.. you might just perish with least realization like the fumes.. their exists no system without a revenue model and their can exist no revenue model without being a crook. My hours are worth 2..k each ... cant value yours... i am here to burn out wht i have made and have no fantasies in increasing my share .. seeking for some peace may be... bless u..." is wht this guy far older than my dad tells me as he kisses on the cheeks and walks of with the young glass of fresh.....
What could you possibly do when your thoughts, visions, dreams are challenged and of course brutally negated by what they see is real? What if your assumption of the rules behind the equation just go wrong? .. You have been believing it ever since .. and realization of the internals of how the system works just keeps you speechless. Frozen thoughts .. deep contemplation .. going insane .. expressing with a deep scary smile .. with hands spread over the deck .. legs wide open .. and eyes pointing to the dark sky .. wondering why ...... the boat doesn’t stop, nor does the party nor does time ... the dance floor rocks .. the boat speeds up .. the time surpasses midnight .. wht stays calm is the expression amidst the moon and the waters.
There have been a lot of instances which compel you to write down those drifting experiences yet for a while its becoming increasingly difficult to calm down and give it a structure! Have I become too engrossed into something else or is it that this mind is occupied or is it that you are going far away and so is my expression.... Like the flight of the mechanical airplane drifting fast out of your sight yet with a deep sound persisting for a long time .. you are going farther from my sight yet the voice persists....
1 comments:
hi biswajit...this is what i call an inconvenient truth after Al gore's magnanimous documnetary by the same name.
assumption may be right or wrong. but the truth remains and it speaks for itself.. sometimes with a gentle whisper but sometimes screaming right at us.
i read Richard bach's Illusions. the story of the reluctant messiah.
it's revealing.
your Confusions have become my best friend. i feel the same sting.
keep it up. :)
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