At the crossroads

Rising with the sunrise, where the rays of the sun hit you straight, before it would have even reached earth, is quite a fascinating experience. For sometime the clouds tend to engage and direct the thoughts towards them. With the increasing altitude, where it all goes blue, above the clouds from where the earth seems so small, small are the buildings, just patches of land with people invisible ... I wonder. How small are the problems that restrict our abilites to find solutions, how big are the pains that shadow the pleasure around... how complex would this world become once i start descending an hour later! Questions are they, when from admist that blue space your voice streams in. Heard by none but me.. ... ..

"The energy flows from the region of higher concentration to the region of lower concentration"... thats what it said. The pages of the physics book faintly creeping into this mind. The region of higher concentration at some point in time will start arriving at the region of lower concentration and will start reciving from the other object which would have been propelled to that region as a result of energy transfer.

I guess the same thing happens with everything, like the pendulum. Every system goes starts from order slowly moving to an alarming chaos and an evolution takes place to get the system to order which further moves on to fall back to chaos. Talk about economy, the sunrise-sunset, the waves in the sea, the bonding, typically everything is influenced by this periodic phenomena. Can i say that if am in a ordered state today I would become unordered soon????? Is that predictable? Thought so....

"Day it was when she questioned me for everylittle thing, asked me not to play tennis, for she hated it. Asked me to leave.. i liked her. Day it is, i have someone who wants me to play tennis, yet I cant for the energy is gone... How do i tell you what it feels like?" .. says a close friend as this old man, sits alongside me as we are on a drive.

Days were those when you found solace in understanding systems, looking at the minute details of how it worked, days are these when you check if the systems in place are placed the way they should be. Days were those when you run after some one seeking some time from the other being, a lil time. Days are when someone seeks for your time. I guess in our times we find ourselves on the standing at the intersection of the roads .. the crossroads on one end you see her going far away .. feel like running behind still keeping the distance cuz with every step of yours to get closer, theres double the effort from the other being to go far; at the other end theres someone you see .. the eyes filled with love .. your eyes are they...........

Hehehe. You probably just stand and stare. On the other side probably i am dear ... growing numb with time. Apprehensions of you going far again .. apprehensions they are .. ..