the unborn


This time its not a beach nor the dawn nor my sleep :) surprisingly am floating still in the middle of the lake in a paddling boat, my legs reluctant to move and my mind tired enough to speak to the other person sitting beside. That must have been irritating but how could i help when this mind in engaged in something else, suspended like that pendulum experiencing zero gravity. A few things a little more than 9 I guess. Little did I know that one day I would be scared of the thing I myself am! the human being!!

Certain mythologies trace back the origination of mankind to the story of Adam and Eve. Some reason the law of attraction as an outcome of the sinful act of eating apples, which EVE did. Some have other theories. Whatever it is; if we close our eyes and try traveling back in time crossing beyond us, our siblings, our parents, friends, traveling past beyond the current society we would possibly land at oneworld. A world before the creation of human beings. There must have been a start someway right? Before that I guess we wouldn’t have existed. Now with the start what happened?? People were naked, the early men. Discovered fire, lived like animals, hunt the other living objects for food. Traveled and discovered places near water to grow crops. Mated to pro-create. Evolution had begun then.

The formation of rule was yet to happen for no one possibly knew what right was and what meant wrong. One among them thought of covering those private parts and someone from the community termed it decent clothing, a few supported and the community started covering themselves with leaves. We see the clothes today!! Simple it would have been then to wake up in the morning, raise cattle, run for the water from the nearest river, cook some food, milk the cattle and pass each day. A small set of people, no large where there was no discrimination possibly. For all had the same origination, the same background and had the same requirements. Pro-creation can be a bad thing sometime ;P .. it gives rise to a huge population which becomes so chaotic in the long run like the white insects mushrooming from the stale cow dung!! so uncontrollable. The population grew and so did the demand for things. Paddy was okay but we needed some spice too ;) With the rising demands perhaps the types of work grew.. farming, cattle rearing, fishing, praying, etc. Pro-creation was always there ... so was the constant increase in the population to a point where it started breaking off. Leaders inspired by individualistic perceptions of growth took control of all those who could be controlled and we saw societies from this ever growing population. Aryans, Dravidians, Muslims, Jews, Red Indians, Brahmins, Shudras, Sunis, Catholics .... what not.

Two things remained constant perhaps; one was the category of people who could be ruled and the other who could rule. Both the categories worked efficiently to build large empires. Split empires. That was not what was amusing for me till this point. It was but something else. The butterfly principle, which says even the slightest fluttering of the butterfly wings would be a reason for a tornado somewhere, the chaos theory. Split societies they created for they thought it was going to make a difference! But who knew that was right or wrong? That must have been a thought of one mind not many!! One guy would have probably thought, if we split societies the governance would be better, the workforce would be optimized, we could rule better. But then was that thought complete? Probably he overlooked the cause of a split society which would further create differences and barriers. I might as well be wrong .. but think of it!!!

We talk about large economies, people talk about laws, about global warming, about saving trees... the roads are constructed and constructed and broken and re-constructed! Else how would someone create an economy? ;) ... Whatever... The point is the the hungry is still with the hunger trying to surpass the night with a bottle of water. For the born it becomes so complicated? Hes governed by the factors governing differences, governing his state, his clan, his being itself. Hes branded for what reason? Before he was born does he have an option to decide to what religion he would be born?? I guess you dont select one womb from a collection of possible wombs before you come into this world!! If it were it would have been so damn complicated!!! A race to select the best womb would have spun and a business model around it and a few more curriculum's around them teaching how to get to the BEST womb. And a few crazy books in the market "Ways to Crack into the best womb in 30 DAYS". Ridiculous!!

Now if you cant decide which womb i get into how can someone rate you on your origins? Wouldn’t that be unlawful?? Perhaps that’s the way it is. Rule it is and the creator itself is us and then we create these rules to achieve our own objectives. I wish I was unborn unbranded unclassified unrated. Out of the rules they build for themselves overlooking the other possibilities. I wish i was like the fish free to swim around without borders .. without the stamp of a clan. I wish ... Dear sometimes it feels so good to look at those fishes so free floating around that i just wished to be one among them, having lesser brains, lesser capability to think, blind to stop distinguishing, deaf to hear them differentiate, dumb to express what it felt... the point is even if i reboot myself i still cant guarantee which womb i would get into :D There is something, some sort of hatredness or probably a strange fear that’s developing within .. a fear of the being that makes me and you .. the human being...

1 comments:

S@LeeL said...

wonderful!...saleel