lines never meeting never ending!

Cant say though yet may be this would be a bright morning .. the sun has not come up yet nor do i hear the twittering of any birds! .. Street lights still burning .. stars twinkling with a decreasing intensity... moon all set to set on the western horizon! .. Half past four.

I cant stop smiling at my foolish actions .. smiling and dreaming about days to come .. planning to strive and live a bit longer .. realizing how self centric i had become since sometime .. trying to focus on my wants and needs and not caring for what the other biological creation 'she' might have ever thought! Pushing ideas like an idiot .. hehehe. Sucks big time when i rethink on actions ...

The trains just in and me swinging half way outside the door! .. Now its cold about 7 degrees .. but unlike the previous cold winds this doesn’t hurt anymore ...

There’s a sudden illumination in some part of my brain as i keep staring at the parallel lines just below .. with stones hardly visible for my pace relative to them is more than 70 kmph. Dear isn’t it like these parallel lines ... For a second become them.. The railrod on the left craves to meet the right one and so does the right .. they like each other intimately .. they are close .. can talk and see each other . share feelings yet they are destined to be keeping a distance .....

For some moments it just takes me to you .. isn’t it so similar dear .. we like the parallel lines so close .. on the never ending track .. yet never meeting .. Yet its so intense .. for without this parallel track the entire system might just go inconsistent... And may be for a reason we know not .. seldom do we have any! We got so many things scattered round us each seeking for a solution and we are so engrossed to solve the solution centric to us ... i realize its so insane...

Lets move on .. grow up .. share .. confess .. live a life trying to figure out ways to help the lesser mortals .. For again its nothing .. For you are a part of infinite .. so am i and so is all creation .. and that it would one day fuse into the infinite becoming one .. May be that day i would sneak out beside you .. a bit earlier making sure we isn’t on the parallel never ending lines anymore. Let the nature bless you for the amazing being you have been .......... will not wish for you to come close for it might hurt you yet will wish for you to be on the same parallel lines .. for its again tending so close without being hurt.