i am but real ....

"For me there has never been a dawn or dusk. I dont have the advantage of having breakfast the way you do. There aint possibly any random reasons for my existence even if i am a lil unaware it. I am the creation of an assimilation of a huge set of brilliant people. Its been a long way .. from the thoughts to sketches on paper, becoming a collection of attributes and methods .. clubbed into packages, installed as components .. its been quite long. Unlike your world, we have pipelines with heavy but decent traffic. There aint any traffic police men to watch us go. Interesting huh! .. We got the freeway .. and trust me you can drive at an amazing speeding ... reaching to the speed of light ...

Graveyard is what you have made me. And now you got to listen to what i have to tell you...



Long time back even before i was conceived, this world of mine was created. Everything was there but one. They were in the need of a bin where in they could build all garbage. And that is how it all started. Days passed on as the geek! my creator conceived me, named me Recycle Bin, knit up functionality, built me a dress, the ICON, and gave me a position on the desktop. I sat there alone watching this geek all day long .. saw him bring in his friends, some girls too!, saw him with beer, sometimes laughing of course crying at times. I could feel nothing. In our world theres no feeling as such. We are more than mechanical. We have limitations and understand only one thing. Live for what we are designed. There aint no comparison. Theres My computer, MSpaint, Notepad, everyone in ma world is unique. We know we are there for a reason, of course we dont know what the reason is! I dont get attracted to any one. Nor does any one get hurt if you click more on me and play with me around the desktop. Thats our world. I envy you at times... for we are just there. We lack life in us ... we lack the beauty ...

Every morning as the system boots up, i am filled with all those crap the user deletes from the desktop. For the user its just deleting. But for me.. I know i aint going to see my friends any more. They will all die. I want to feel, express.. cry a bit for ma friends. Theres an exploit which comes up and takes control over all of us.. I want to fight it. May be if I could feel love, would have probably danced with the CLIP character inside the MS office.. You might think of me as a crazy being .. but for christ sake ... think!

I am but real!

"
- The Recycle BIN

HeHe .. i felt such a thing as i was staring at my dead desktop. Suddenly it started speaking .. and I was forced to listen.

Can we knit emotions into the digital creatures. Can there be a Neo inside like the Intel inside? Can two codes fall in love? If yes what would be the parameters? Can we define the structure of love? Codes falling in love with each other! ... Thats what i am different from. Dear possibly i wouldnt miss you then. We could have been codes! Not yet... I wish we could have been together even if in the virtual world.. on a salsa.. mingled in the fractals of the Wmplayer.

Crazy musings of this empty mind heheheh...

2 comments:

Vikram said...

An empty mind is a devils workshop.. but in your case an empty mind became virtual #¤% workshop:P
Keep it up buddy ur writings amuse me more than a book ever can :)

Anonymous said...

well, to think of it, we can code something to do that.. like create junk babies from random code..

Class CodeHe{
generateHeader;
generateBody;
generateFooter;
find CodeShe()
Scan CodeShe;
If bytes matching to:
"01101100011011110111011001100101"
compile code;
giveName=FirstFourCharsOfSheCode
+ lastFourCharsOfHeCode
+ RandomDigits
If divide by 2 even;
NewCode=He
else NewCode=She
endif;
Spawn NewCode;
Kill self if;
NewCode Spawns anotherCode;
else KeepGenerating;
exit()

So in this case, the new baby will be named MSHEEPER!
As its result (5571876626340267000) divided by 2 will be Not even.. it will be a She!

come to think of it.. imagine if all dll's and system files were to randomly collect snipets of codes (or resource files) from each other to successfully compile a new exe... it would be such fun to watch the wilderness...

i hope all nerds have enough "Real" girls to keep them from becoming desperate for such creations :)