Moving on and on and on .. responding to changing environments is nature. 3 hours to go from another brand new of 365 days clubed to form 2008. Interesting huh! Not like the usual scene this sleep isnt close anymore .. engrossed by times that remained so constant. Time when i realised for the first time, that i was praying. Back then there was sunshine, and the shadowed patch below mango trees of the playground. Prayed for no one else's lips should touch your cheeks.
Sneaked out of the window facing east to look at bright view of the early morning sunrise, staring strongly at the bicycle stand hoping you would just push in your bicycle anytime and that i can just have a glance. Waiting on the terrace for you to come out in the evening to water plants. Kept staring when you boarded the train moving farther and farther .. never turning back. Have waited since dear .. and its been long. Things have certainly changed .. what hasn't is the amount of time you still hover round my thoughts ..
A change is quite inevitable ... and time does wound and heal. Suddenly she has made me realise a couple of things which i would have rarely thought. Introspection is what she has made me do .. for that small time i tried to superimpose myself on her thoughts .. time made me conscious of my efforts for probably i was blocking her independent decisions. My affinity towards something does not necessarily mandate a similar reaction from the opposite end .. Its for time to shape .. if at all. May be the factor of expectation sows seeds of differences .. pushing it further to separate beings .. there is repulsion .. then. Expectations are killing ... probably theres more sense in letting things go away .. for when you leave it and it never comes back, then may be its now worthy of you. And if it comes it was made for you. There are somethings we can control and somethings we cant .. do i sound a pessimist???
May be .. I dont care. For I; from this point, would be more interested in focussing on things I can control for these are those which require me .. and for those which I cant .. let me leave it to time. What do you say dear? You wont probably read all this .. or may be you will. May be we would have traveled far farther and farthest. Live the life you have ever wanted. I will live mine .. with those fading thoughts may be .. may be not. And yes .. post this I might not be as good in writing for it was your thoughts that inspired me. Not any more. May be for a turnaround!
Sneaked out of the window facing east to look at bright view of the early morning sunrise, staring strongly at the bicycle stand hoping you would just push in your bicycle anytime and that i can just have a glance. Waiting on the terrace for you to come out in the evening to water plants. Kept staring when you boarded the train moving farther and farther .. never turning back. Have waited since dear .. and its been long. Things have certainly changed .. what hasn't is the amount of time you still hover round my thoughts ..
A change is quite inevitable ... and time does wound and heal. Suddenly she has made me realise a couple of things which i would have rarely thought. Introspection is what she has made me do .. for that small time i tried to superimpose myself on her thoughts .. time made me conscious of my efforts for probably i was blocking her independent decisions. My affinity towards something does not necessarily mandate a similar reaction from the opposite end .. Its for time to shape .. if at all. May be the factor of expectation sows seeds of differences .. pushing it further to separate beings .. there is repulsion .. then. Expectations are killing ... probably theres more sense in letting things go away .. for when you leave it and it never comes back, then may be its now worthy of you. And if it comes it was made for you. There are somethings we can control and somethings we cant .. do i sound a pessimist???
May be .. I dont care. For I; from this point, would be more interested in focussing on things I can control for these are those which require me .. and for those which I cant .. let me leave it to time. What do you say dear? You wont probably read all this .. or may be you will. May be we would have traveled far farther and farthest. Live the life you have ever wanted. I will live mine .. with those fading thoughts may be .. may be not. And yes .. post this I might not be as good in writing for it was your thoughts that inspired me. Not any more. May be for a turnaround!
1 comments:
If u hav failed in love or dont hav a special some1...dont worry its nothing bt ur future partner's prayer!!!!watsay
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